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[13 Mar 2005|05:36pm]
oh boy! I haven't been on here in ages!!

well, I decided to make a new name and start fresh..

my new name is : A_Hearted_Heart

byes snoopyisacutie forever
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problems [28 Jun 2004|09:27am]
I have a bit of a problem.. and I need a solution asap.

As we all know, next weekend is the 4th of July weekend. Ricky wants me to go down to Hickville (aka Alabama) to visit his aunt and uncle with me. We plan on going from Friday morning until Monday night, I'm assuming. Let's say that you have a big presentation to do plus a bunch of other stupid little things to do for your classes. But that's okay, though, because you can't seem to concentrate at home or at school. You know that you can get your work done. However, let's say you also have a job. You gave your two weeks notice in next week because you realized you can't handle the pressure of working and going to school. (You have two weeks and you're going to work once a week for two weeks). But one of the two days falls on this Saturday..but you'll already be on your road trip. You also know that you'll never go back to this company again so you don't really need to worry about being rehired or not. (Office Max) But you don't want to have a shitty work record, especially since you worked at this company at a different location. (( Because I went to school at DePaul, I worked at Office Max near my house. Supposely they put a really, really good word in for me. )) What would you do?

So I guess my problem is.. should I just fuck my two weeks and go on a road trip, or should I keep my obligations and not go?

If I decided to fuck it, then what's the best way to go about it? I guess I only have two options: 1. Just don't show up. 2. Call and say really fast that you're not coming in anymore.

And how much will this tarnish my work record? If I fuck it up, not only am I fucking up my "image" here, but also at the place where I worked prior. So all the good things said would be meaningless.

Should I go? Or should I not go?
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Hmmm... [11 Jun 2004|09:25pm]
[ mood | confused ]

If a guy told you that he'd call you... then why won't he call?

Why is it so hard for a guy to pick up the fucking phone?

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[23 Jan 2004|07:16am]
[ mood | crappy ]

Wow. I haven't really updated this place forever! I've been busy and extremely lazy to write in here.
But don't get too excited, I'm not going to write a novel today or whatnot, just a quick update.

So blah blah blah, I'm back in school. I wasn't going to normally go to school and just take a semester off, but, I wanted to do something to cure my boredom so school was the answer. I'm taking an English class, an Philosophy class, and a Spanish class. English sucks. I had the miss my one day a week (3 1/2 hour class), which was Philospohy, because I had to work last night. Boo. :-\ I know I probably missed a bit, but I had no real choice, I had to work. Then I had Spanish this morning, It was another once a week class for 3/12 hours. I set my alarm and went to bed. And of course my power went out last night and of course I slept through my alarm. !!!!! Of all the things to go bad, I had to miss my second class in a row. God hates me :-(

I'm tired. I might go back to sleep now.

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Copied off of Sara :-x [21 Jan 2004|08:31pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Places that I've been to!

1) Alabama 2) Alaska 3) Arizona 4) Arkansas 5) California 6) Colorado 7) Connecticut 8) Delaware 9) Florida 10) Georgia 11) Hawaii 12) Idaho 13) Illinois 14)Indiana 15) Iowa 16) Kansas 17) Kentucky 18) Louisiana 19) Maine 20) Maryland 21) Massachusetts 22) Michigan 23) Minnesota 24) Mississippi 25) Missouri 26) Montana 27) Nebraska 28) Nevada 29) New Hampshire 30) New Jersey 31) New Mexico 32) New York 33) North Carolina 34) North Dakota 35)Ohio 36) Oklahoma 37) Oregon 38) Pennsylvania 39) Rhode Island 40) South Carolina 41) South Dakota 42) Tennessee 43) Texas 44) Utah 45) Vermont 46) Virginia 47) Washington 48) West Virginia 49)Wisconsin 50) Wyoming

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hm. [24 Nov 2003|08:09pm]
I hate the airlines.
And I especially hate orbitz.com.

I'll update my looong weekend later.
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Friends! [20 Nov 2003|05:21am]
I'm going to keep a lot of my thoughts in the 'friends' mode, so log on!

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Wow! [16 Oct 2003|09:26pm]
Wow! The Yankees' won! I called it! (InyourfaceRICKY) I don't care too much, seeing how it's not MY team, but that's okay. (<3Sox)
So, with that said, I am putting my money on the Yankees while Ricky is putting his on the Marlins. Ha!
As much as I like baseball, I can't wait until the playoffs for football! I <3<3<3<3<3 football.

Okkkay, enough about sports!

Damn. I am SO happy that I'm getting an extra day off from work, because they are cutting everyone's hours. (thankgod)
As much as that job is easy, I do dread it. And school's been a drag to go to lately. I don't know if it's because I have several schools to go to next year and that I feel like I don't have to try anymore. I am pretty behind on my reading, but since I have the weekend off, I should be okay.

Speaking of school, I recieved my acceptance letter from UIC today! Yay! Who would've thought I was somewhat smart? Not me!

Did you know that Hollywood is supposely interested in that guy who supposely ruined Cubs' chance for winning?!?
Leave that guy alone!
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Sports Talk.. [15 Oct 2003|03:20pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I'll come back later and update about what has been going on for me.
I just wanted to talk about sports for a bit. To start off with, last night's game was beautiful. I loved it! I admit, though, I wasn't really paying attention to the game until, about, 6th inning or so. (It was on, because Ricky wanted to text message him the score every now and then)

But really, last night was an excellent example of how stupid human kind has become. Yes, I know all you Cubs fan was crying and moaning because of that fan that reached out to grab the ball supposely costed the game. But really, can all those whiners truly say that they wouldn't do the same thing? I know that if I were in that situation, I would totally go for the ball.
But that's not why people are stupid. It's what happened afterwards that digusts me. It's normal to be upset, but you can get over it. It's only a baseball game! But instead, people are crying and threatening his life. I heard that the crowd was chanting "Kill Him" over and over again.
Then the security guards (or the Chicago cops, I don't know) escorted him out for his own safety. They also put a sweatshirt over his head so no one, especially the media, can get a glimpse of him. But then there were people that followed them and pulled off the sweatshirt so everyone (media included) can see who he is. There was a guy that came onto Fox news and was bragging that he did such a thing. I wanted to kick him for saying that. I'm sorry, but sir, you looked like a douche bag saying that.
On my way home from work tonight, I've heard that the newspapers&radio stations are all releasing his name to the public. Really. Is that necessary? I am sure that the guy feels bad and all so do you really need to make him suffer more?
They were talking about how he should go into some witness protection program and he should leave town. Again, how stupid do these people sound?
I'm not talking about people who are angry at him, pout, and exchange words to each other. I'm talking about people who'll actually try to do something to this guy.

This guy is getting flamed because he did what MOST of you guys would do. I bet he wasn't thinking when he, and three others, reached out to grab the ball. You're at a baseball game, EVERYONE wants a ball, especially right now. Don't go down so harshly on him! Especially when it wasn't entirely (or if none) of his fault that the Cubs lost.

Yes, I know these games are crucial, but it comes down to this: It's only a game. Only a baseball game, nothing that is life-threatening. It's just sad that those fans will reach so low that they'll threaten someone because something so petty, like a baseball game.
Tomorrow will be a new day, nothing will change. You'll move on.

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I'm.So.Tired. [26 Sep 2003|09:50pm]
So I just started my new job this past week. It's a lot better than my old job waitressing, so far. It's pretty easy and I seem to catch on rather quickly. But the problem that I'm having with this job is that I was hired as a part-time associate, they scheduled me with massive hours next week. So right now, I'm struggling to go to work full-time and go to school full-time. (It's not exactly full time, I'm one credit shy of full-time student, but the class is one of the most difficult classes I've ever taken)
As much as I'm going to moan and groan about how much work I have to do and whatnot, I really do need the money. I'm tired of taking my parents' money (even though it is very nice) and I rather save up my own money for stuff that I really want. (I.E a handbag or two)

Tomorrow I have to attend this wedding for my former supervisor. I don't really want to go, to tell you the truth. I'm only going because she gave me such a good reference for school and for work, and I figured I should go. Not only that, she also assumed that I was going to go (before I even RSVPed) and she already jotted my name down as being one of the guests. So I guess you can say I feel obligated to go.

Oh yeah, remenber how I wrote about this so-called stalker couple of entries ago? HE'S STILL THERE!!
He usually stays in this cul-de-sac and kind of hides himself. He also has a different car everyday. One day it's a mini-van, another it's a SUV, and the next, a sports car. It's almost 2 months that this guy's been there. (Possibly longer, I don't know)
According to my brother, he's supposely a cop. But what kind of a cop sits on one side of the cul-de-sac, hiding from everyone, and stays there for about 4 to 6 hours a day?
I have no clue.

That's about it for now!
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<3 [19 Sep 2003|11:14pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I am proud to say that I finally got myself a job. I thought I should start working again, because I really need to save up for school. I figured that if I put aside at least 200 per month, then I should have over 2 grand by the time I get into school next year. Also, I want to put away another hundred per month so I can buy myself a Louis Vuitton (realNOTfake,thankyouVERYmuch), Sonatine, which is a monogram style.

Other than money, I wanted to start working again because I just felt such a LOSER for sitting at home doing nothing day in and day out. However, I am very greedy, and I just don't want one job, I'm trying to get ANOTHER one. I figure two jobs + school will really keep me busy and help me money-wise. But don't get me wrong, I don't NEED to work, my parents gives me a huge allowance everytime they see me and they also send money from time to time. But what am I accomplishing by just sitting on my ass all day?

So anyways, I went for my interview at Zutopia, this clothing store for young girls. I was *so* upset after the interview, because I know I bombed it. I know I did horrible. I just froze up and just studdered. When they asked what my hobbies are, I just didn't answer. (To be fair, they were asking a series of questions and hobbies was the last thing on my mind) So my interviewer thinks that I care nothing about clothes or fashion. Because she was telling me that she was looking for someone that's interested in that sort of thing. But anyone who reads my journal or knows me personally KNOWS that both of those things are my most favorite things in the world.
The reason why I totally wanted to work here was, I could've gotten great discount at Arden B, but now, I think I blew it. :-x
But now I look back, I think I had every right to be nervous. Instead of having an interview at a confined office space, it was in the middle of the busiest part of that mall. It seemed like everyone was watching you and listening onto your conversation. But whatever. I applied to other places, let's just hope they'll give me a call back.

Speaking of being in pain, my eye hurts. I'm not sure why, but it's all puffy and red, and it hurts a lot to blink. The pain starts at the inner corner of the left eye and extends almost to the outer corner. :-( Ouch.
Also, being the complete dumbass that I am, I was walking in Nordstroms tonight and I just toally BANGED my toe into a rack or something and I never, ever felt that much pain on my toes. I thought I broke it, but thank god, I didn't.

That's all I wanted to say. Now I'm sleepy. Goodnight.

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Sports sports sports! [15 Sep 2003|07:27pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I am very proud to say that I bet (and won!) the last two weeks of football<3

Also, I am very happy to say that I am going to the playoff game for the Sox! (Providing that they DO make the playoffs)

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[13 Sep 2003|09:15pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

There is nothing worse than eating out with your boyfriend, only to find that your ex-boyfriend is standing right behind you.

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[13 Sep 2003|11:39am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I have shin splints. Owwie. But crazy as this sounds, I like the pain from it. It feels good, even though it hurts. Yeeeah, anyways..

Last night I went to see Party Monster, somewhere on Clark Street. Despite the horrible reviews it has recieved, I absolutely loved the movie. I loved the costumes, the elabroate makeup, and the camera work. I'm trying to buy the book that this movie was based around on, but it's pretty expensive. On Amazon.com, it's going for about 200 dollars for a new book. Half.com is out of the book and ebay only has 2, and they are pretty pricey, also. :-\

Speaking of being disappointed, Depaul has let me down. *sigh*
So I received a letter yesterday and it stated that I still own them a transcript for the Fall 2003 semester, but the problem is, it's from my former school (I haven't been there since Spring of 2002.) So I told the admission person that I haven't been there in over a year and then he puts me on hold for ten minutes. He came back and told me that he fixed everything and now they can review everything. What the fuck? It took them over a month to send me out a notice that I'm supposely missing something, and they didn't even start looking through my transcripts/letters of recommendations/etc!! It's not my fault they screwed up! So I probably have to wait another month before I hear from them again.

On top of all this, I'm job searching, and it's impossible to find one. :-(

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Wish List! [11 Sep 2003|08:46pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Micheal Kors - Kors
Dolce & Gabbana - Light Blue
Dolce & Gabbana - Feminine
Ralph Lauren - Glamourous
Cartier - Eau de Cartier
Christian Dior - J'Adore
Chanel - Chance
Escada - Sentiment
Estee Lauder - Beyond Paradise

...... And more to come! Much more!

Truth Calvin Klein Bedtime Luxuries

Please. I really want it!

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School! School! School! [09 Sep 2003|05:12pm]
[ mood | good ]

Dear Journal:
I haven't updated you in a long time, so here goes!
I just started back school sometime last month. I only go to school Tuesday and Thursday, but I'm proud to say I haven't missed a single day of school yet! I know I sound lazy and like a slacker, but, this is a girl that hasn't really had a break from school in a long time. I only had a week and a half of summer and a week of spring of vacation time. I don't want to whine, but I'm tired of school and I'm just trying to take it easy this semester.

Like I might've said in earlier entries, I applied to four schools. I relieved word from two of the four and I was accepted to both. One of the schools, which is Concordia University, is not the best of schools. It's not horrible, but it's not the school that I longed to attend.
In fact, I just applied there because A.) No application fee and B.) I needed to apply to an easier school *just* in case I wouldn't be accepted elsewhere. It's kind of a school to fall back on. And the other school was St. Xavier University. This school is a decent, private school. It's not my top two (this is my third choice) school, but, this school is offering me a scholarship (3,000 a year), so that kind of plays in a huge part in my decision making.
The other two schools are UIC and Depaul. I shouldn't have a problem getting into either schools. But there will be some type of pressure for me to pick. I don't want to screw up and pick the wrong school, so I have to visit each school and just see how the atmosphere is and whatnot.

I think I'm going to change my major. It was psychology, but, I don't think that's what I'm cut out to do. I think I'm going to major in communications, and we'll go from there.
Ricky wants me to major in English. He wants me to be his speechwriter when he becomes president of his little town. (haha..right) My parents hired a tutor when I was growing up and she told me (around 6 grade-ish) that she thought I had a talent for writing non-fiction pieces, but we'll see. I really do like writing. Papers are my best friends; I love writing them. Writing has been a way for me to express feelings that I was never able to express vocally. But we'll see what I decide to do.
**btw, don't nitpick my journal and pick out all the faults that I have. (like grammical and whatnot) I know I have them, but I really don't care **

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So a taste of being a celebrity.... [24 Aug 2003|07:27pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Do you feel like someone is watching you? When you leave your house? Get in your car? Drive off?
I totally feel like that every time I leave my house. Why? Because there is a guy that sits at my street and just watches us. I know that sounds crazy, but I'm totally being honest. Like, he sits at the both ends of my street in the afternoon (it's not a very long street, either) and just stays there until about dinner time or so. He's not, like, a bum or anything (I actually never seen a bum in my town), but more like a private investigator. I've seen cop cars chillin with him and/or just visiting him (cop cars in my subdivision are rare, they don't patrol that area, unless someone calls for them)
Here's a diagram. The left-hand of the street is straight and the other side has a cul-de-sac.

The star-marked house is obviously mine. The arrow shows which way he is watching. The blue shows that the potential houses he is watching.

It freaks me out! I mean, shit, what/who are they looking for? I want to know!

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[22 Aug 2003|07:22pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Damn, I'm fucking tired.
Because Rick was begging and begging me to go to Great America today, I did. It's not like I don't want to go to the place, but, I'm too lazy to go anywhere and I hate waiting in lines. Well anyways, we arrived there around noon, maybe a little earlier. We went on some pretty fun rides and whatnot, but, at the end of the day, (around 7ish) we were getting so cranky because the lines and the people just irratated us. The last ride we went on was the Superman ride. Personally, I didn't think it was worth the wait. (We waited for about an hour and a half) It wasn't anything really special, I mean, it's not Batman. It wasn't great.

Two good things happened today:
- I went on Batman today<3
- The newest issue of Vogue was out, and it was a very thick issue<3<3<3

We're planning on going around mid-December or early January. (after New Years, of course)
But I'm not exactly sure how I'm going to do this. Rick and his friend wants to go to Vegas in January and they want me to tag along. But seeing how I'll be 21 then and my friend won't, I was thinking of sending her home after our trip to L.A is over and I can catch a plane to Vegas and meet them there. But I doubt that will happen.
But I'm really, really excited. I so want to live in L.A after I'm done with school. And I don't know how you don't really know what to do. Shit, if I lived in San Diego, I'd be moving out to L.A. in a heartbeat. I don't exactly know what it is, but I always just wanted to live there.
If everything goes as planned, then we should be able to hang out. I'm crossing my fingers and I *hope* my friend can't go. (she has to use her parents' money and they are short, so I don't know)

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[21 Aug 2003|08:29pm]
[ mood | good ]

Soooo, I just got back from dinner with my mom's friend. I guess she was pitying my brother and me because my parents are gone. Whatever. Anyways, it was nice, I suppose. I haven't had Korean food since my parents were here, which was over a month ago. So that's nice.

Anyways, my bestestest friend called me today with the best idea: she wants us to go on vacation, because we couldn't go anywhere during the summer. So we're planning (er, at least thinking about) going to Los Angeles during the winter, after I turn 21. I'm so excited. It sucks that we have to wait until I'm 21, but because some hotels and/or car rental places require you to be 21, we have to. (she's not 21 until April)
I'm sosososososo excited. I want to go to someday move out to L.A when I'm older, so it's a good opportunity to go. <3

What can we do out there? *looks at Sara's direction*

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All about fashion!! [15 Aug 2003|11:46pm]
[ mood | content ]

Nothing feels better than finding something during your shopping trip! That rarely happens, too.
I bought..
- White, fitted Teenage Millionaire tee-shirt. It also has light pink jewels here and there.
- Black, pinstripe, short skirt. It came with chains.
- Light pink belt
- Light pink fishnet top b/c I was thinking of cutting my fitted shirt and wearing the fishnet top underneath it
- These really high wedged shoes from Bakers. It also has black leather strings that I can tie up to my calves. It's a size 10 (I wear a 9 on an average). Oh well!


*************************Just me rambling on..no need to read*******************************

So I had a long talk with Ricky's mother. I adore her and she's so easy to talk to. She talks to me about everything and she's kind of like a mother to me..since my mom is zillions of miles away.
But man..
I told Ricky not to tell his mother that all these shirts that she bought for his sister (they're all Christian Dior) and these bags that she bought for her are fake. Mainly because I didn't want to hurt their feelings. But I do know what I'm talking about. Most of the time when I'm online, when I'm not doing anything for school or anything important like that, I'm constantly on fashion sites or fashion messageboards. I know you all probably think that's useless and stupid, but fashion, to me, isn't about labels or clothes or even looking good. There is an actual history behind the clothing, the different types of labels, and even behind the designers itself. And just like when you want to be more educated in what is going on in Iraq or what's the latest breaking news in New York or wherever, you can get educated in fashion, also. It's gotten to a point where Ricky suggested that I should go into fashion or at least incorporate it in whatever field I decide to go into.
But the part that bothered me the most was when she told him that it was real and that she questioned my suggestion. No offense to her or anything, but I'm the one who stays up at night reading about a particular designer or viewing the latest fashion trends for the fall. His sister also told me that she saw her fake clothing and/or handbag somewhere but she forgot. Yes. You probably did. On ebay, where 75% of the merchendise is fake! Ack! I know I'm going off on a tangent, but it gets me mad. Grrr! I hate when people question me when I know I'm right!

Speaking of fashion...
The cutest thing about my boyfriend is that he's my little puppet. He tries to listen and understand handbags. He goes into a department store and tries to tell me who made a particular purse. He's wrong 95% of the time, but it's so adorable to see. Like, we went into Bakers today so I can get my shoes. While I was looking at something, Ricky tuggs on my shirt and tells me to come over. Then he whispers (really loudly too!) "that person has a fake bag". I turned and lo and behold there were the most ugliest purses I ever seen. Ick.

I could go all night on it, but I'll just stop here!
I better not get a comment that says "You're shallow. blah blah blah"
Shallowness has nothing to do with it. It's no different from music. In music, you read about a particular producer or singer or whatever to learn more about them. In fashion, you read about the designer. In music, you listen to their songs to see what they have created. In fashion, you view their line of clothing to see what they have designed.
There's no real difference.

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